| Peak of Understanding |
[Feb. 18th, 2009|07:14 am] |
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Insanity and sanity found in almost everything, like this war and the things that's been going on in the global level. We all try to avoid it or not think about it, we're too busy with our day to day activities that we don't even realize what we're actually doing. At this point I think a lot of us don't know what to think about the war, or at least I don't. Was is necessary? maybe, was it right, I don't know. What are we/they doing there and what is really going on, is there really "more" to this than we think? or is it simple as they show it. Thinking about how each person is loved and even if they don't know it, someone cares deeply for them. Life being lost is never funny, we say they deserve it, we say a lot of things, but without realizing we're trying to numb ourselves by saying it, so maybe, we can actually think like that. We try to prey, we try to look through our dark tunnels, we want to know what's at the end of it. We all hope our loved ones are waiting at the tunnel, or even lead us out of there, what we don't even realize is the lights within the tunnel. That's been lit up since we were in there, the small things that we never noticed, because we are always looking for more, and looking for more trouble on our own. |
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| Update to the outside world! |
[Jan. 1st, 2009|11:09 am] |
I'm currently sick right now coughing makes this sound like a doll blowing up in pieces repeatedly. ><; Just had an awesome new years and christmas! :D that's a happy thing!
My parents are sending me and my boyfriend back to California! C: that's a super good thing,
the list of things we'll be doing? Yea I have to make one. :\ it's because I usually forget to do something and I end up saying "Damn it! We forgot to do #*$&Q#@&$" or something like that.
List:
-Find apartment 900-1300
-Visit Elissa, Kenny, and Michael
-Go to In-n-Out
-Go to 4/6
-Go to most game stores
-Disneyland
-Curry House
...don't worry about the list it's mostly just personal so I can remember, and come back to see it!
Hope everyone had a happy new year, and have a great year~! C: |
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| Selection of evening tea... |
[Nov. 11th, 2008|10:51 pm] |
These are some of the songs in order that I am currently very into!
1) Canon in D - Pachelbel
2) Shattered - OAR
3) Requiem - Mozart
4) Crush - David Archuleta
5) All at Sea - Jamie Cullum
6) Gift and Curses - Yellowcard
7) It's good to be in love - Frou Frou
8) Id Engager - Of Montreal
9) Hey Ya! - Outkast
10) The Federation of Windurst - Final Fantasy Xi (piano) |
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| Tea and the Open Sky |
[Oct. 28th, 2008|11:22 pm] |
There once was a Little tea that wanted to be the worlds favorite tea. So he asked his wise friend coffee bean how to become the world's best tea. The coffee bean told him "There's a sacred treasure that grants any wish, but no one knows where it is." The little Tea was so excited to hear this that he decided to go on a journey to find this treasure. Along the way he met Earl and Green. They wanted to help their little friend, and went on a journey together. After a long journey through canyons and even across the ocean. They final got to the island that is said to hold this treasure, and ventured into a cave. Inside that cave was a scroll that read; "To enter give up your most precious treasure into the pit." After reading this Tea looked back at his friends, quickly pulling them and pushing them into the pit. Screams and cries were heard from the pit. Turning violently to the scroll, he yelled "NOW WHAT?!". As he did, the scrolled shined and the wall next to him opened. He walked in, and there was a tree, a very beautiful tree, so big that he was unable to see the top of the tree. The surreal room was closed shut when the wall behind him closed. Tea, uninterested about the entry way, walked towards the tree. There was a being standing at the foot of the tree, wrapped in a white golden cloak, it had a crown with an Owl's face designed into it with it's wings spread. The being spoke; "What is your wish?", Tea answered quickly "I want to be famous!! I want, I want" stuttering in excitement, "...everyone in the world to know me! I want everyone to realize who I am!" The being answered quietly, "Your wish is granted." As the being opened it's eyes Tea knew what he did. When he gave up his friends, he gave up his meaning of existence. When he realized he was in a dark and lonely space, with no one to talk to, and with no one around, he was given his wish, but now he's the only one that exist in his world.
Today we know Tea and his friends, but mostly his friends. Earl Grey and Green "tea". And no one knows what Tea, tea was.
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| Coffee Spill |
[Oct. 19th, 2008|09:49 pm] |
So my new term has started.
I just (literally) finished my Business week 1 quiz.
The outcome? 10/20! *gasp* :( *super sad*
Hence the title! I thought I had a perfectly good coffee, and then I spilled it.
But it's ok, I'm sure I can make a new one. :) Just have to wipe off this spill.
I hope it doesn't stain. :(
So nothing big has happened, but I just wanted to say how much I enjoy my Color Theory class. Learning about the human eye, and Chromatherapy is really neat!!
I think the bad thing was that I put off my note taking/studying time till now. (last minute)
So if you guys can remind me to always study at least 15 min for each subject every day. That'll mean A LOT! to me. :)
Thank you guys!
I feel a little better now. C:
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| Can I get a refill on my Coffee? |
[Oct. 11th, 2008|10:40 pm] |
Ok! To update who ever cares to, or dares to, read my posts.
I just want to let you guys know that since the last post, I checked my grade and he gave me a 100/100, the previous grade was because our team leader didn't place our assignment in the correct area. :) well that problem solved!
Nothing else is happening besides the whole ALREADY-SNOWING?!
Yes! It's already snowing! It's really cold, but I still drink cold Iced Coffee :)
I'm weird like that.
Most likely though the time for Earl gray and lemony-honey time, is coming up!
I'm excited for Halloween and I suppose Christmas! (Need to start buying gifts!)
I don't have any emo-like-deep-thinking-posts today, but just a general, "Hey look at your life" kind of a post! :) I really do enjoy my life and I love everything about it. I hope everyone feels the same way! If I can say one advice I would say, try the Pumpkin Spice Frappucino!
It's really good! But I think Coffee, Mocha, and Green Tea Frapp.
Oh, and I've put off some of my Agatha Christie readings...I think I need to go back to that! :)
Oh and I just saw Quarantine, that movie is like a mix smoothie of Resident evil (the game) and Silent Hill (the movie) and Cloverfield (good parts)! It's really scary and the ending can be good, depending on the type of movies you like.
wait! ok after rambling off my best friend's eyes (because it's a chat), i remembered a big news! i stepped down from my "manager" position, because of certain events. I know it might be a sad thing, and some people might find it stupid to step down, but at this moment, I'm focusing more towards my school, for future careers. :) I'm hoping I did the right, thing, No, at this point I have to KNOW I did the right thing. It's less stress for me, so I'm happy. :)
Thanks for reading it to the end! :)
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| Burnt Coffee |
[Oct. 9th, 2008|06:28 am] |
Completely upset.
Yes, I am currently insanely pissed that I don't want to care, but at the same time I care that it makes me mad, and that madness is actually making want to bitch about it on a journal. (how sad is that...whatever) Ok so I go to an Online College, and I'm taking Game Art design, this has been like a dream come true event, and courses, it's super fun and I love everything about it. But my problem is the instructors. I've never gotten a A besides Art in my whole life, but now that I'm taking everything more seriously I've been on the Dean's list. This is a HUGE thing for me. For the first time I'm proud of myself, and for the first time I love school. Then, I had a team project, as usual most of the team members do nothing, so me and the leader worked out ass off to finish the presentation. Then comes the grading, 0/100 Description: "nothing was turned in" Yea. Right...NO! OK I might sound overly dramatic? Sorry, I don't care, I'm extremely upset, I stated this in the e-mail that I've sent him and told him that the leader of the team and I were the actual only people that worked on the project, and that I'm really upset. I've also sent another e-mail to my student adviser about this. I hope that everything'll be fine by Friday-or sunday-area. But I'm extremely upset. Sorry to rant on but please pray/cross your fingers for me. (Upset asian)
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| A small day, a small me |
[Oct. 8th, 2008|01:36 am] |
Today I think I'll share my little journal entry with my character from a MMORPG(masive multiplayer online role playing game), game called Final Fantasy XI. First of all! My character's name is Viggo. I'm waiting for my Tidal Talisman by the way. (Bought one) But they make it only when ordered, and I ordered mid August so I guess I won't come yet. :( Anyway! XD I've been playing this game forever! I think a little less or more after a year it was released in Japan, I play it on my JP play station 2 :P.
Yesterday was a fun day! I made a new friend, and I've been able to practice more on my writing/typing skills in Japanese. I stopped playing it for a while so I haven't been able to utilize this in anyway except for typing an e-mail to my parents. I'm currently at the stage of trying to get my chocobo license in which is like a drivers license in the real world.
The music in this game is fascinating, and a lot of people have noticed this, to prove it I have a link to a piano recording of a player that practiced one of my favorite song/bgm.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NoQ48HIR-x0
Listening to that can you say that that's not beautiful!? :P
If anyone is interested on a trial, here's a 14-day three character slot trial linK! :)
http://www.playonline.com/ff11us/index.shtml |
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| Small treasures |
[Oct. 6th, 2008|11:43 am] |
I just recently remembered something about someone, and I remembered that back then I thought it was a small, little thing, that I'd probably forget. But thinking over it again, now I realized that it's a little part of my treasure chest. A stupidly huge chest full of small memories that I probably won't remember until something triggers it or I write it down so I can remember.
For my sake, I hope everyone doesn't forget their little treasures. When you think about it deeply, you find out that what ever that memory was, it probably made your personality of now. We all have a difficult time and a happy time, but throwing them away, shouldn't be an option. It should be something that we build upon? Maybe. I guess I don't have a solid answer to this one. :(
What do you guys think? :P Am I being too emo? :( |
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| Coffee or Tea? |
[Oct. 5th, 2008|02:17 am] |
Those of you that know me, know that I absolutely LOVE coffee. To top this off my name is KindCoffee!
Well I was wondering what would be the best FIRST post ever. So I thought of the reasoning behind my name!When I draw, when i read, when I play any kind of video games, I drink coffee! No matter what happens when I drink coffee and or Earl Grey tea with a fresh cut lemon and honey drizzle in it, I feel 100% better. :)
I know this journal thing might sound emo/stupid but I was hoping someone in this busy-instant gratification world, would just take time off and drink iced coffee, or tea. Sit down and talk to someone or just remember about the good times and bad times. Sometimes we need that. Whether or not you believe this or admit, you need it. I think it's your own little duty to do this for yourself. With your loved ones, or just with your friends! (Leepee, Tessa: meanies that made me make this account)
Now I don't want you to get me wrong, I'm not saying listen to classical music and sit down and act like old people. I'm just saying we need a little bit of shut down time. Sometimes we need someone else to tell us this. So I guess I'm just acting as a reminder? :D
I think I think waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too much on posting these things. -_-
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